Smile for the camera, all. Enjoy the vanity as it lasts. Soon enough you will be desired, but not now. See the camera, in your face. Don't smile - You look dazed when you do. Hint of a smile tinging at your mouth. $400 later you have pictures of magnificent beauty. For only the price of medications that could save thousands in a third world country. Zoom in on the newest event, a smiling witch on stage singing of her glorious ideas. Hesitate. Don't look back. Smile to the cute lights boy who has asked you out. Later - boyfriend. Buying tickets to an amusing movie that you don't see much of. Buying black jeans for the hell of it, texting him all the while. Enjoy another day in paradise, as the world you knew goes downhill with your father's job. Smile because you're the only one in the family who still can. Text her, tell her encouraging things as she doubts herself. Talk of attraction with the boy. Wear glasses to drive in the rain. Smile again as a camera barely misses taking a picture as you run a red light. Listen to metal music, and reflect on the days you haven't recorded in an online journal. Smile.