Evolution of Romantic Emotion by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
Evolution of Romantic Emotion
Temporary
Every transient feeling
You have when you're together
Is nothing more
Than an extended rebounding.
Lying
The hours of convincing yourself
That you're still in love
Regardless of the obvious
Detriment to your mental health.
Indecisive
The months of constant fretting
That love is supposed to be boring
Even in the many moments
You spend regretting.
Decisions
The words that tumble out
When you least expect them
But mean them nonetheless
With no moments of doubt.
Loneliness
A gnawing feeling of loathing
That aches at your core
When you try to forget
Every moment without clothing.
Time
A single se
A Passive Day in Finite Ones by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
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A Passive Day in Finite Ones
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Running, climbing, spinning
Around
In my head.
Thoughts
Racing, screaming, manic
Walking
Through my brain.
Memories
Clouding, halting, moaning
Ever
On my mind.
Life
Breathtaking, loving, compassionate
Evident
On my face.
Time
Longing, hoping, hating
Myself
For a day.
Manic
Scaring, biting, hunting
Down
All my joy.
Depressive
Sighing, crying, sleeping
Twitch
Of unhappiness.
Bipolar
Running, sighing, biting
Just
Another day.
Medication
Healing, hoping, smiling
Daily
Taking pills.
Withdrawal
Symptomatic, craving, aching
Health
Lives not here.
Worry
Longing, waiting, satiating,
Growth
Of the
I can say now that I am awake
- that the world seems more clear to me.
I see myself on the larger scale
- as a part of a bigger picture.
Too much have I judged in the past
- too many words have been spoken in anger.
Too many times have I though negatively
- about atributes of others that have no affect on me.
Yet now
- I am awake.
I can say that
-I'm sorry for the way I've
been my entire life.
I will keep my mind open.
I am no
-Christian, Buddhist, Muslim, or Jew.
I do not adhere to
-Sikhism, Hinduism, Catholicism, or the Mormon religion.
Yet I find
- I have judged too much in the past.
Now I have opened my eyes
-let
Artificial people
Of the artificial world
Feeling artificial feelings
In artificial, pestilential hell.
They feel artificial smiles
In an artificial face
Having artificial love
Not as peaceful as a dove.
Artificial truths
Blend with artificial lies
Playing artificial mind games
With artificial ties.
This artificial sacrifice
Found in artificial hearts
Kissing artificial lips
Whose sugar tastes of darts.
All the artificial arrows
Within artificial dating
And the artificial princesses
With artificial vanity worth hating.
They wear artificial pink pants
Bought in artificial stores
Whose artificial shopkeepers
Beg for "more more more."
All
Inner Confusional Beauty by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
Inner Confusional Beauty
Walking by that window, the peace ever so silent.
Her thoughts within her mind screaming as she walked through an empty hallway. There, in the crystallized window, the girl of her dreams.
Talking, smiling.
Someone she could not see, try as she might.
They talked on and on.
The girl in the hall stared at the girl of her dreams.
It was almost too much to bear, this weight of never knowing.
That perfect hair, the richest, untainted coffee colored brown.
The eyes of an unknowing passionate hillside, dark as a brown mountain at twilight.
She stopped in the middle of the hall, not realizing she was outright staring. Jealousy.
Th
A Tentative Glance at Romance by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
A Tentative Glance at Romance
Her eyes-
Intelligent, witty, pristine.
Timeless, gorgeous, gaiety.
Laughter, a smile, a gleam!
Shameful, tired, serene.
Thoughtful, concerned, contemplation.
Existing in a state of self-expression.
These windows,
These mirrors,
Those panes of glass.
Light reflecting
In many dreams.
States of spinning,
Joys of glee.
Hardly a glimpse of misery.
Catch me still in my step!
The deepest brown,
Rich dark chocolate
Luxurious coffee,
A bit of black tea!
That is what I see.
The depth of blue rendered inept,
Greens silence is too quiet,
The roar of hazel disappears,
Suddenly brown becomes pure.
Too expressive to be ig
The Emotion We Employ by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
The Emotion We Employ
The infliction of pleasure and the infliction of pain have long been held together in a single word. Often I see friends destroyed by this word, by the lie and confusion it brings into those who hear it. My heart goes out to those who this word has hurt, maimed, or scarred. I myself am one of them. I am also one of the few for whom the word scarred is used figuratively and literally. You fall into this word passionately, artfully, blissfully. Remorse, suffering, shame all seem to disappear in the initial wonder of this word. Such beauty, such melody, so many choruses ring out joyously at the advent of this revelation! The world ta
The Opposite of Spontaneous by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
The Opposite of Spontaneous
Running down the dirt path,
Taking a breath in and suddenly out,
The perfect shoes,
Made-to-fit and red for envy,
Another perfect routine
Forty minutes without fainting.
Sends a message,
When he arrives home,
Another perfect run,
Oh, my jealousy.
My endurance will not match it,
This perfect exercise,
The one attractive fact,
Keeping me from flying away,
Muscles so strong as they surround me.
A string of facts,
No individuality to be seen,
The perfect Buddhist philosophy
For an estranged Christian,
Take the middle road.
The passion in my heart,
Matched by nonchalance,
Night and day,
A perfectly mismatched harmony.
S
On the Edge of Trepidation by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
On the Edge of Trepidation
My eyes want to water
My mind seem in a daze
The week that I gave him
Is now only days.
I should have been worth it,
He should have known all along.
Sometimes I feel meaningless,
And can't carry on.
Sorrow engulfs me sometimes,
And I realize my mistake.
Caring too much makes my heart ache.
You sign online as I write this
And I seem to feel crazed
But you don't talk to me.
My mind in a haze.
Days will reduce,
I fear.
Soon I shall be
Just another girl you dated.
Someone whose heart you broke,
And now she feels jaded.
I'm cold inside now,
Numb with sadness and anger.
Would I take you back if you wanted me?
Honestly?
I d
Eyes-
Passionate, caressing, soothing.
Mournful, sorrowful, angst-ridden.
Timeless, angry, ridiculous.
Tired, depressive, shameful.
Humiliated, taunted, undeniable.
Leaping, running, screaming.
Eyes.
Windows, shutters, panes of glass.
Screens, mirrors, rays of light.
Liquid, solid, plasma.
Knives, arrows, slings.
Chocolate, hazel, coffee.
Grass, sea, yellow-green.
Brilliant, deceitful, passionate,
Striking, shocking, powerful,
Original, creative, embracing,
Caring, courteous, shy,
Sky, ocean, deep
And Blue.
Oh blue,
How penetrating you seem to be.
I saw you and my breath left me,
For I could such sorrow in those eyes.
Evolution of Romantic Emotion by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
Evolution of Romantic Emotion
Temporary
Every transient feeling
You have when you're together
Is nothing more
Than an extended rebounding.
Lying
The hours of convincing yourself
That you're still in love
Regardless of the obvious
Detriment to your mental health.
Indecisive
The months of constant fretting
That love is supposed to be boring
Even in the many moments
You spend regretting.
Decisions
The words that tumble out
When you least expect them
But mean them nonetheless
With no moments of doubt.
Loneliness
A gnawing feeling of loathing
That aches at your core
When you try to forget
Every moment without clothing.
Time
A single se
A Passive Day in Finite Ones by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
A Passive Day in Finite Ones
Information
Running, climbing, spinning
Around
In my head.
Thoughts
Racing, screaming, manic
Walking
Through my brain.
Memories
Clouding, halting, moaning
Ever
On my mind.
Life
Breathtaking, loving, compassionate
Evident
On my face.
Time
Longing, hoping, hating
Myself
For a day.
Manic
Scaring, biting, hunting
Down
All my joy.
Depressive
Sighing, crying, sleeping
Twitch
Of unhappiness.
Bipolar
Running, sighing, biting
Just
Another day.
Medication
Healing, hoping, smiling
Daily
Taking pills.
Withdrawal
Symptomatic, craving, aching
Health
Lives not here.
Worry
Longing, waiting, satiating,
Growth
Of the
I can say now that I am awake
- that the world seems more clear to me.
I see myself on the larger scale
- as a part of a bigger picture.
Too much have I judged in the past
- too many words have been spoken in anger.
Too many times have I though negatively
- about atributes of others that have no affect on me.
Yet now
- I am awake.
I can say that
-I'm sorry for the way I've
been my entire life.
I will keep my mind open.
I am no
-Christian, Buddhist, Muslim, or Jew.
I do not adhere to
-Sikhism, Hinduism, Catholicism, or the Mormon religion.
Yet I find
- I have judged too much in the past.
Now I have opened my eyes
-let
Artificial people
Of the artificial world
Feeling artificial feelings
In artificial, pestilential hell.
They feel artificial smiles
In an artificial face
Having artificial love
Not as peaceful as a dove.
Artificial truths
Blend with artificial lies
Playing artificial mind games
With artificial ties.
This artificial sacrifice
Found in artificial hearts
Kissing artificial lips
Whose sugar tastes of darts.
All the artificial arrows
Within artificial dating
And the artificial princesses
With artificial vanity worth hating.
They wear artificial pink pants
Bought in artificial stores
Whose artificial shopkeepers
Beg for "more more more."
All
Inner Confusional Beauty by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
Inner Confusional Beauty
Walking by that window, the peace ever so silent.
Her thoughts within her mind screaming as she walked through an empty hallway. There, in the crystallized window, the girl of her dreams.
Talking, smiling.
Someone she could not see, try as she might.
They talked on and on.
The girl in the hall stared at the girl of her dreams.
It was almost too much to bear, this weight of never knowing.
That perfect hair, the richest, untainted coffee colored brown.
The eyes of an unknowing passionate hillside, dark as a brown mountain at twilight.
She stopped in the middle of the hall, not realizing she was outright staring. Jealousy.
Th
A Tentative Glance at Romance by xvampiiricdarknessx, literature
Literature
A Tentative Glance at Romance
Her eyes-
Intelligent, witty, pristine.
Timeless, gorgeous, gaiety.
Laughter, a smile, a gleam!
Shameful, tired, serene.
Thoughtful, concerned, contemplation.
Existing in a state of self-expression.
These windows,
These mirrors,
Those panes of glass.
Light reflecting
In many dreams.
States of spinning,
Joys of glee.
Hardly a glimpse of misery.
Catch me still in my step!
The deepest brown,
Rich dark chocolate
Luxurious coffee,
A bit of black tea!
That is what I see.
The depth of blue rendered inept,
Greens silence is too quiet,
The roar of hazel disappears,
Suddenly brown becomes pure.
Too expressive to be ig
I can say now that I am awake - that the world seems more clear to me. I see myself on the larger scale, as a part of a bigger picture. Too much have I judged in the past, too many words have been spoken in anger. Too many times have I though negatively about atributes of others that have no affect on me. And yet now, I am awake, and I can say that I'm sorry for the way I've been my entire life, and I will keep my mind open. I am no Christian, Buddhist, Muslim, or Jew. I do not adhere to Sikhism, Hinduism, Catholicism, or the Mormon religion. Yet I find I have judged too much in the past, and now I have opened my eyes, let the world in, and d
I hope you know i swear to god
i hope you know that this won't stop
(god damn, just another heartbreak)
-CHORUS-
i swear to god i won't stop until your shakin
-trust me baby you know i want you to-
and let me slide into you please baby
-and if you're screamin, than i'm screamin too-
if you want it let me bring it, let me sneak into your house tonight
-breathe in-
and i'm coming to these terms that my heart won't beat anymore
-i just can't get it-
sing along sing if you want, ten more seconds till we're through the door.
and it's a dance party everyone's looking for, been drinkin tonight and i won't stop, when it's a qu